Friday, October 4, 2013

Waiting on You...

From Amie's Desk


Father God, 

Today I am wrestling with Your allowance of things which don't make sense. I have friends who are mourning and facing situations they can't begin to understand on  their own. They want to believe You know best, but the reality they encounter is beyond difficult for them. It would be hypocritical and fake to pretend they don't find themselves weary and at their wits' end. One lady last week told me she hasn't had a real friend in over five years; she's setting out soon on a new adventure in the hope she can forget all about this gray season she has been surrounded by. There's a lot of achy hearts.

Lord, provide for us what we cannot provide on our own. Be a refuge even while we may not comprehend how badly we need one.

Help us.
Sustain us.
Guide us.
Remind us You are the friend of sinners and healer of the broken.

Give faith where faith is dim and dying.
Plant seeds of hope where seeds of hope have never been planted before. 
Show Yourself strong in the midst of weakness.
Help believing people to pray on behalf of others who don't know what to pray for themselves.
Meet the desperate in the middle of their desperation.
Work out supernaturally that which we cannot make heads or tails of naturally. 

Enable us to be strong in our witness knowing there is so much more to life than what can begin to unwrap or unfold. 

Thank You for love which surpasses knowledge. 
Thank You for grace which does not leave us to our own devices.
  

I go walking in my sleep...


From Amie's Desk

It's 2:42 a.m. and I'm wide awake enough to get up and dance...or make myself a sandwich....or something. Thoughts are running through my mind at a hundred miles an hour and they don't settle on any one direction.  Suddenly in the middle of the maelstrom, I find myself singing several verses of O God, Our Help in Ages Past. I'm glad to have a shelter and refuge in the midst of the stormy blast, but what really touches me are the words of verse 3:

Before the hills in order stood, 
or earth received her frame, 
from everlasting, thou art God, 
to endless years the same.
 
It is sobering to think upon the eternal nature of God and consider more of who He is. Human beings cannot really begin to grasp His infinite greatness or otherness. He is apart, but He brings all things together in accordding to His will. He was when there was not, and He will still be when there is not. Whoa. No mountains, no hills, no valleys, no earth nor frame. Wow. A few moments pondering the immensity and eternality of God, can bring about a slight shift of mind. 
 
God, You know.
You know.
You have always known.
You have always been.
 
Whatever I am thinking about or trying to resolve pales in comparison to who You are. I can't fathom Your changelessness. Thank You for being here with me, regardless of how I feel or what I experience. You are awe-inspiring even as I am here alone, bewildered, and in the shadows. I praise You for your sameness, and I thank You for Your continual presence.
 
I don't need to be up and moving yet for another 3.5 hours.